when i was younger, over the summer, when i didn't have any kind of responsibility aside from drinking lots of water and wearing my shoes outside (sometimes) i used to stay up as late as possible. i'd watch tv, read, organize things, make up stories, try on outfits, and fall asleep in my clothes. when i got a little older i'd chat online, talk on the phone, have friends over, or stay at friends' houses. now that im married, timmy and i do the same thing. we're so exhausted tonight. we had our first junior high event tonight, and it was high energy. plus the day started at like seven am. so that helps with the tiredness. leaving the house at eight am and not getting back until almost nine thirty pm, that takes it out of me. but, tonight. im sitting here at midnight, clicking between tabs on my internet browser from gmail to facebook to myspace to blogger... good times.
anyway. this is probably incoherent.
i just watched clueless. that movie is so super nostalgic. i think it was sixth grade. i had an outfit that i though looked just like cher's, the part when she's walking around thinking about josh in a flowing white shirt, plaid skirt, knee highs and mary janes. my mom helped me match it and i wore it to my 6th grade bday party. it was a proud night. and i got the sound track for Christmas too. or was it my birthday? ...
here's the thing.
im so tired. and i dont want to go to bed yet. and im not doing anything productive. i dont know what i want to do. and, i dont know how to figure that out.
and i want a pet.
love.
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