nothing of consequence...

so timmy had to work this morning, and i have to work from this afternoon til late tonight.  boo.

i ate lunch on the porch and prayed and thought.  i used to do that in my car, but now we have a little porch, so i can do that there.  its the first time ive done that since we've lived here.  now i wish i'd done it more.

yesterday i got my hair cut.  it was great.  i really enjoyed talking with taylor while she cut and fixed my hair.  its about the only time we talk, but i always really enjoy it.  she tried to convince me it was time to have babies.  she has a sweet sweet daughter who just turned a year old.  so sweet.  i dont think im ready to plan for babies yet.

im  afraid of a lot of things.  sometimes to the point that i dont want to do anything.  i hope thats not too weird.  im trying to be braver.  like when i ate on the porch today and a wasp winged up to me, i didn't freak out and go inside like i would usually do, i just didn't mess with it and i ate my sandwich and he explored the porch.

i need to chill.

love.